Radio Tower of Babylon

Hey hoez that ain't so hoey....YETZER MAHOCUS! Don't feel bad laughing at me. I prefer that. This babylonian empire people gotta function in, it is a well-spring of com-e-dee. Laughing at the ridiculousness of it is a lot more empowering than getting all spooked. And it's way better than smashing up someone's car or some stupid crap.

A witan, a wise one, told me not to go changing. I take her seriously. She said I wouldn't be forgotten. Please let that be true, god of mercy. And *I* said I will not fail you.

Even if they're a bit flipped out from all their problems, an enlightened person is an enlightened person. No, I won't go changing. I am how I am & I've always kinda been this way. In Babylon they call you "gay" when you don't go around fucking everyone. In the old country, they'd call me "goy". In church communities, they call me "ger". The orthodoxes have more respect for gerim. The fairweathers do not. Just is what it is, the orthodoxes come from places where religion is often all people have. In my world, I call myself a dude with a heart. Nothing more, enough with the labels. Best not to self-identify, know what I'm saying? I'll stay right in the weighing station of the Unitarian temple, where people come in messed in the head some from different religions, but still strive for betterment. I'll try to be a beacon there. I've also got to talk to somebody, and not another shrink that just shoves happy pills on me and sends me back to the desert. "Here's a thimble of water, back to the desert. Here's some xanax, back to the desert. Tell me about your problems...hey, why don't you go back to YOUR PEOPLE & be blood martyred some more, back to the desert. You're 24 & saying you're in gehenna? Back to the desert." Hey, why don't you just tell me where I wouldn't be considered strange, wisenheimers? Think I can't handle it, I'm a lowly animal? Could YOU handle THIS. Sheesh, how many little hitlers are created because of this nonsense? If it's a way of LIFE, share what you have of VALUE with people. There used to be two kingdoms, I should point out. Yes, if I'm not there for my FRIENDS, they are not going to be there for ME. Does anyone get what I'm saying? Times are getting tough, people are getting disenchanted, and who do they tend to blame first. Who have they ALWAYS blamed first. All because of some dogmatic mumbo jumbo forced on the faith by some Xtian emperor on his 4th wife not wanting his glorious kingdom overrun by solid values?

I should be more careful what I commit to. I said I would eat shit for who I loved, and I just ate who knows how many years of it. Sharing life with someone, sharing not just joy but sorrow...it's the Romani way. Roma share life, roma view home as people, not so much places..maybe it's a genetic imprint. My mom always had a placard that said "home is where the heart is". All these peoples & ethnicities that comprise us as individuals, their philosophies should be looked into. god IS god. Amgod is not god. I don't care the faith, the dogma is always tweaked a little according to the times we live in. The stories are where the truths lie..that's the best place to hide it, it's less likely to be corrupted there.

When I got back from beautiful bayside to get my car from the home of who I shall only refer to as "AssholeTexts" due to her monicker, Arketekt, I said "I'm worried that I might have hurt someone's spiritual growth"...

What did she say? "That's ridiculous. How can you hurt someone's spiritual growth..." And I'll spare you the rest. That was pretty much the nail on top of the other last nail in her coffin for me. Thinking like that at that age is bad news. That's the way a teenager thinks. If I just want to screw somebody, I say so. If I think they are way better than just for screwing, I simply can't do it. It's an instinct. I'm okay at figuring out who's best to let off steam with & who's best to flee from with a flower on their lapel, but I'm not the Great Manji. I gotta dick! I like it. It likes attent-shun! My heart & my dick sometimes arm wrestle while my brain referees. I like porn and erotica like anyone else with a sex drive, but it's not the end all be all. Porn is like a water fountain & pussy is like an oasis in the desert with coconuts falling on your head now and then. Plonk! "OW!" Fuck me now! "Duh, okay.." Most people at Burninating Man were getting their nut on. Just wasn't my instinct. I'd find a potential "burner buddy" that had a bit of genes ces cois, and one of them AssholeTexts messed up for me, because that's what she does - willfully mess up others' lives..the other was this pretty asian girl from Santa Monica..."Nope. I have personal power, here's a flower for your lapel, move along".

"See, there's three kinds of people: dicks, pussies, and assholes. Pussies think everyone can get along, and dicks just want to fuck all the time without thinking it through. But then you got your assholes, Chuck. And the assholes want to shit all over everything! So, pussies may get mad at dicks once in a while, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes, Chuck. And if they didn't fuck the assholes, you know what you'd get? You'd get your dick and your pussy all covered in shit!" - Team America

Yes, it's a nice limo...now, suck my kawk, Gary!